Thursday, July 23, 2009

Confetion of a sissy faggot!

This is my confetion! I am addicted to finding new ways to HUMILIATE my-self in piblic places!

I am waiting for the day when I am caught! I just hope I get caught by a regular person or a hot girl rather than by the cops!

One of my faverate things to do in my free time is to go out to a public park, rest area or lake and dress like a total sissy faggot and wank off. I do this at least once a week, but this is the first time I have documented it with pictures. I hope you enjoy my humiliation and please leave your comments and any new ideas you may have for me.

The first thing I do of course is deside what I want to wear and use for my little adventure. (I think it would be GREAT fun if I was TOLD what to wear and use) Once I have everything packed I take a drive and find a good place to play.

On this occation I have chossen a porta-john in the back of a nice sized park during late morning. I chose late morning because I didn't want the park to be over run with people. But, I do like to see a few people walking around. It adds to the possability of accualy getting caught and truely humiliated!

Next, I take a look around to see how many people are in the area. Like I said, not to many but if there aren't any than some of the fun and fear are lost!

And I always check to make sure I have what I like to call "Sissy Juice" with me! It is accualy called "poppers". All it is is a small bottle of liquid that you inhail and it gets you really high for a few minutes. It doesn't last long so you may have to inhail it a few times while you are playing. I LUV the high I get from it! The higher I get the more daring I get and I feel like such a silly little sissy faggot too!

Now you want to make sure a place like this is clean! Otherwise you will be too worried about jerms to have any fun! I always take bleech-wipes with me just in case I need to do a little cleaning my=self! And I NEVER use a porta-john on the weekends! They don't make enough bleech for that!!

And I like to have good visability so I know when someone might walk by. Every time someone walks by I make sure I am wanking my little sissy dickie as loudly as possable in hopes that they might open the door to see what I am doing! And I ALWAYS make sure I leave the door UNLOCKED!!!

Now it's time to get dressed! For this outing I chose my baby pink baby doll nighty. It is very soft pink satin with lace trim and the panties are double layered with pillow stuffing in them!
And of course every little sissy needs heels and nylons right! And to complete the sissy faggot look we must not forget a cute wig and lots of thick lip stick too!

So, now I'm all dressed up and looking like a total sissy faggot! Can you think of anything I'm missing? You got it! A big fat toy to abuse my little sissy faggot cunt!

Now this isn't my biggest or my faverate but it stays in easily and still has the stretch my sissy cunt needs. Sometimes I take bigger toys!

Now, I'm all dressed up looking like my true self...A total cum drinking, ball washing, ass licking, cock sucking pantywaist sissy faggot!!! What do you think? Am I ready to play? Well, sometimes I go ALOT further than this. Sometimes I even take bungy straps and suspend my-self or give my-self a forced weggie, or just tie my-self into a possition that would keep me from locking the door when I see someone comming close!Remember? The door MUST ALWAYS STAY UNLOCKED!!!

But, for today I am keeping it simple. But, remember! I am always looking for others to give me new ideas and instructions! Tell me what you want and I'll do my best to give it too you! Being humiliated by others or by others instructions is my biggest turn-on!

Now it's time to start playing! Unfortunatly, today there are fewer people at the park than what I would like, so I don't think there is much chance of getting caught. Next time I will try a different park that isn't so big...

So, to start out, I like to go with a few sniffs of my sissy juice! Remember, the "poppers" that get me high! I only sniff a little to get started, but as time passes I do more and more! Sometimes I will even do what is called "rag hits" where I poor a little sissy juice into a pair of satin panties and inhail from the rag! Rag hits get me REALLY high and almost unaware of what I am doing to my-self!

And now it's time to break out the toy! Some people call me a "size queen" because I like big toys, but I just like to feel my-self stretching as if a real man were raping my pussy ass! I still like smaller toys too, but the BIG ones really bring out the sissy in me! Next time I will bring something bigger!

OMG! That feels SOO GOOD!!!I should really try this on web cam some time! I think it would be really hot to be used on web cam by perfect straingers while out in public like this! What do you think? Maybe I'll try that this weekend!!!

And I almost forgot about the weighted ball streatcher I'm wearing! Next time I'll show you my other ball streatchers! They are pink leather, much longer and hurt so nicely!!!

I wish I had remembered to bring an extra toy to gag my cock sucker with!
Could you imagine if someone were to open the door right now and see me in pink satin lingerie, wig, lip stick, ball stretcher, thigh high nylons, pink heels and a big black plug in my faggot ass pounding my pussy pud like there was a gun to my head??? What would you do if you walked in on me?

And of course I always like to leave my mark when I'm finished!
I'm always open to comments and suggestion.