Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Sissy beginnings

My story started the same as many of yours, dressing in mommies panties and heels at a very young age and digging around in the closet and dresser drawers for nylons, steeling panties from my friends sisters room and dressing as a slut for holloween.
As the years passed it turned into a life-style rather than just a fetish. I started collecting my own sissy clothes and keeping them hidden any place I could. After I got married my wife found some of them and I was forced to tell her. At first she was kool with it and even helped me dress and sometimes even went out with me to clubs or parks in the middle of the night. Of course, like most women, she was just bidding her time till she found a real man who would suport her like I did! And when that finaly happened, she was gone, devorsed me took everything and turned me out in court!
I remember just before the end I found out she was cheeting on me, and she told me that her "boyfriend" was bi and wanted to play with both of us! Well, this sounded good to me so I said what the hell! The first time he came over, I had the pleasure of licking his balls and ass while he fucked my wife and when he was done she let me suck his cock and her pussy clean! I thought I was in heaven!
The next time he came over I was expecting the same kind of thing. She had me dress in my sissy things and said that this was going to be a night to remember! So dressed in pink and black Lingerie I waited on the coutch while she was getting ready. It seemed to take her longer than ussual so I went to see what she was doing. She looked like she was ready for a night on the town! She said she wanted to rollplay and wanted to look the part so of course I thought "kool".
Before she was finished the doorbell rang. She said that was him and told me to answer the door. I did and he came in. He sat down on the couch with me and we talked a little while we waited for my wife to come out of the bathroom.
When she finaly came out she looked soo hot! I could see my wifes "boyfriends" pants start to rise and couldn't wait to see his cock in her and taste her juices on his balls again! Then the doorbell rang again! Of course, not knowing who it might be I started for the back of the house! But my wife stopped me and told me I was to answer the door again. I protested, but she said it was a suprise for me and to answer it NOW! Feeling very exposed and unsure I did as she told me to do. I opened the door to see a tall well built man wiating. My wife walked up behind me and ussured him in. He brushed past me almost laughing. This didn't seem right to me for some reason, but I thought maybe I was going to get to see my wife with TWO men tonight! My wife introduce me to this new man as her Sissy Faggot Husband and told me to turn for him to show him what a sissy I was. Felling a little humiliated I did as I was told and pranced around a little to there amusment.
Then she told me to go in the living room and beg to suck her other "boyfriends" cock and not to stop till he let me but say nothing of the other guy who had come in. She said it was going to be fun to "come home from a date to find her husband sucking cock in the living room"! Part of the rollplaying for the night! Well, I once again did as she told me to do and walked into the living room and down on my knees in front of the man sitting on the couch and told him my wife wanted me to make sure he was ready. He asked who was at the door and I told him it was the pizza guy. He let me pull his pants down and spread his legs. I began liking his balls and cock then kissing his cock head and as I did he blew his load all over my face before his cock was even in my mouth. I only smiled knowing that, like the last time, he would NOT go soft and would blow more loads that night than I could in a week! But, at that moment I heard the sound of a shutter flash and when I turned around I saw my wife with a camera in her had and a BIG smile on her face, with her new "boyfriend" beside her laughing! I wasn't sure what was going on, but I did not want pictures of this.
The man on the couch who had just juzzed all over my face got up and quickly pulled his pants up and left! I got up off my knees and tried to get the camera but the big guy pushed me down and told me to enjoy looking at my wife because she was leaving me for him! "What is this, a game" I said! "No faggot" my wife said "it's your comming out party"! Laughing, both of them left.
Laying on the living room floor in lingerie with cum all over my face I knew my marrege was over and that I was going to loose everything. And for some strange reason I felt the urge to jack off!

Now if you think what you just read was just a "tall tail" I assure you that 98% is the absolute trueth. Only a little bit at the end was exadurated. I didn't really feel like jerking off. I was accualy quit humiliated and at the time did not appritiate the feeling as I do now. If I had it to do over I would pucker my faggot pussy ass around a door nobb and wack it till dawn!
This was my first real exposure to being humiliated, but not my last! Humiliation has become an addiction for me know and I often go out of my way to humiliate my-self even in public. As I post more blogs, some will just be fantasy and others reality. I will of course tell you witch is witch.

If you have any ideas on how I can publicly humiliate my-self in new ways (without getting cought) please let me know! I am running out of new ideas:(

I will also try to get some pics and maybe even vid of my humiliation in the near future.



  1. Dear sissy faggot,

    i fully understand and share your desire to humiliate myself in public so really everybody including my own family and friends can see what a ridiculous little sissy i am. If They will know They will look at me as a pathetic little sissy only and They will treat me the one and only way that could be appropriate: as an obedient sissy fucktoy ready to serve every Superior who might feel in sexal need!

    No more hiding! No more pretending to be a Male! Being just the sissy fucktoys that we are meant to be!

    So maybe you'd like to read my blog "sissy moan’s cuckold confessions" at http://sissymoan.sensualwriter.com/ ... i just love to do it outside in the parks and streets and on the beaches where everbody is able to watch!

    Just like you i started my behavior when i was a young boy who just loved to do it in his Mommies lingerie. And now i simply need the risc to be caught and to be forced to tell the full truth about me!

  2. Unlike you, I have no desire to be outed in any shape or form. I use to be a mild mannered transsexual, who only wanted to blend into society. Hypnos have ruined me in so many amazing ways n I get so turned on by the thought of submitting or being owned by a Mistress or mtf mistress n become my true sissy cumslut princess n pimped out. That's how fucked up I am on Hypnos . I have string desires to get implants n have full B cups now n love the slut look

  3. Yesterday I saw this girl wearing short shorts n pink which even made it worse. I almost cried n thought to myself. I worried about what my boss would say n thinking to myself I'm not moving forward in my desires to be full time female, as I'm so worried about loosing my job again as I had in my past. N maybe being outed isn't so bad, as I'd love to have my facial feminization n a few other things done to me like a boob job n that's all covered under my insurance plan.

    Of which I only have about 1,000 of deductible n after that, the skies the limit. So why not get everything done. Women do as will I:))

    I'm also torn between Cali n Florida as to wear to move. But so needing to be outa here regardless.

    Well not sure if mine is really a blog or not. But it's under staci pennell

    Hugs n kisses to you both

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